NavComm, I can't tell by your post if you're being sincere or if your mocking me... if your sincere thanks for the comments but by no means do I want/need a easier ride than any other recruit (I know I'll pass BMQ when I returned, cuz I'll be better prepared phys/mentally) but I would like to get back to BMQ asap... I'm normally great at dealing with stress/ stressful situation.. but not sleeping can compond stress/ fatigue issues (it's a proven fact), which I now know all to well, and I will use this info in helping me prepare/train so I can avoid/ deal with it when I returrn to BMQ.
Armychickenlittle, thanks for the answers... I was told that my applitude test score qualifies me for all trades... I know I gotta wait the 6 months (only 3 left) to reapply... I've defiently deceided that military is my career choice( I knew the day after I returned home and haven't thought different since... When I was decieding wether to VR or not everyone (platoon mates/family) around me was saying the same thing about how it's only a few months and it will be different after you're done BMQ... which in my head I knew (I live in CFB Greenwood,NS/step dad retired MWO after 35 yrs in/ lots of friends in CF.. so I know/experienced alot of the military life) but at the time I was being stuborned and my mind was made up. Looking back I wish the instructors would've given me more time than a day to change/make my mind (maybe like a week) about VRing cuz even the day of my VR I was having major second thoughts but I figured the process had already been started so I went through with it (I even asked the instructor if I'm able to reapply). Like I said previously BMQ was unlike anything I've done before, and was (for the most part/except for VRing) a great experience to meet some cool people/ do some great things. Even though PAT platoon sucks I got to meet some cool people there too, so it wasn't all bad.