I have to post here having done my time on both sides of the civy/CF fence.
Don't give up on your military career just to "get away" from some aspect of it you don't like. Focus on the aspects that you do enjoy. If you can't think of any, here are some suggestions, in no particular order:
-job security
-pension
-REAL training benefits
-opportunities to travel
-opportunities to do things 99% of the world hasn't dreamed of
-the only employer I've ever seen that actively promotes fitness, health, well-being and growth in all areas of your life
-as long as you are in, you will have food in your belly, a roof over your head and something meaningful to do.
-sometimes it seems futile, but you really ARE helping to make our country a better place. Your 'little' contribution is appreciated, even if the rest of the world doesn't know about it
-you actually have a real means to lodge a greivance - in the civy world you better already be rich if you want to take on a supervisor or employer who has wronged you
There really is no life like it. I know of no other employer that will have someone check in on your family if you are travelling for work or whatever.
If you doubt that there is opportunity for advancement in the CF, just look at Gen. Hillier's career. That alone inspires me.
The seed of faith/hope cannot be choked out by the seed of doubt, if you continue to feed the seed of faith/hope.
There. That's my touchy-feely post for the week....