I joined the army a year of and half ago, with hopes to be in Afan ASAP.
But durig basic I had a alot of back pain, It was very hard, but I passed, barely. I went forward, but things went to crap on BIQ. Luckly the Sargent Majour got pissed off with me and ordered me to MIR, where I was diagnosed with cancer in the spine. Sugery was done in Sept 07. But here I am, months later, with no rehabilitation what so ever, and so crippled I can barely walk.
My problems are mine, as in what do with my crippled ***. But what don't know is what to do when one of the guys I was on basic with end up dead on CTV. I know it's going happen, most of them are going over sept 08, PPCLI. I know I will be eating in the mess in Wainwright one day and I will see one of their faces one the news, dead in Afghanistan. And I won't know how to deal with it, how I wasn't there for them. Please, what do I do?
those of you who know me, PTE McCuauley, BMQ 0059E I am so ******* sorry I let you all down, please forgive me.
But durig basic I had a alot of back pain, It was very hard, but I passed, barely. I went forward, but things went to crap on BIQ. Luckly the Sargent Majour got pissed off with me and ordered me to MIR, where I was diagnosed with cancer in the spine. Sugery was done in Sept 07. But here I am, months later, with no rehabilitation what so ever, and so crippled I can barely walk.
My problems are mine, as in what do with my crippled ***. But what don't know is what to do when one of the guys I was on basic with end up dead on CTV. I know it's going happen, most of them are going over sept 08, PPCLI. I know I will be eating in the mess in Wainwright one day and I will see one of their faces one the news, dead in Afghanistan. And I won't know how to deal with it, how I wasn't there for them. Please, what do I do?
those of you who know me, PTE McCuauley, BMQ 0059E I am so ******* sorry I let you all down, please forgive me.