Last year I en rolled in the Reserve, due to my job I couldn't finish my training. Not only that but I was having second thoughts after awhile about the Army. To put it this way I have never really known my place in the world, and I have always question every choice I have made. I have since been put on the NSF list.
Well now I find myself out of work, and really wanting to return to the unit. For a few reasons I want to finish what I started. And I believe that well it's the right thing to do.
What should I do, how do I go about this? I know I will face some kind of punishment but oh well that's life, I'm ready to face that. There is no excuse for my past actions and I should have stayed in touch with the unit but didn't. My girlfriend has told me that if I go back well we may just be through. But I need a job and I refuse to work at a Burger King. Plus I will have a baby boy soon and want to make sure I can support him.
Could anyone give me some advice?
Thank you