I'm in the application process as well. I can't say I haven't worried about the possibility that I might die young. However, I have also thought about this while driving my car, and crossing the street. I agree with Futuretrooper, that if it is my time to go, then it is my time to go. Do I get scared? Of course I do..a few things scare me. Ranging from snakes, to death, I've had my share of fear for sure. However, I would never let these fears stop me from fulfilling my dreams. (for example, joining the CF) Life is full of fears, what matters is how you overcome them.