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Hello,
Yesterday I made a great decision and I applied to be an RMS Cl, at my local CFRC. I am ecstatic to be starting this process. I have also discovered that it's also very nerve racking. I have been doing research on this forum for a while and have been comparing stories. Frankly I must stop worrying. I'm finding that the biggest enemy that us hopefuls are facing is our own ambition. I can totally relate to the desperation I see when I read some of the posts, and it's only been a day for me!! I think why I'm feeling so anxious is because my mind is made up. I want to do this more than anything. What is causing me the most anxiety is the "What if"...what if I don`t make it? I think what I need to understand is that the CF will always be there. They are always going to need people, so if I don't make it, I will try again...and I will succeed.
Unfortunately what stings the most is rejection. I have full confidence in myself that, with a little reworking to my fitness regime, I will have no problems getting accepted. It's just the when that is killing me! As I'm sure I'm not the only one. What I need to do now is focus myself on living and not be caught up in the CF waiting game. I will constantly be preparing myself no matter what the outcome of this process is.
Ciao
Yesterday I made a great decision and I applied to be an RMS Cl, at my local CFRC. I am ecstatic to be starting this process. I have also discovered that it's also very nerve racking. I have been doing research on this forum for a while and have been comparing stories. Frankly I must stop worrying. I'm finding that the biggest enemy that us hopefuls are facing is our own ambition. I can totally relate to the desperation I see when I read some of the posts, and it's only been a day for me!! I think why I'm feeling so anxious is because my mind is made up. I want to do this more than anything. What is causing me the most anxiety is the "What if"...what if I don`t make it? I think what I need to understand is that the CF will always be there. They are always going to need people, so if I don't make it, I will try again...and I will succeed.
Unfortunately what stings the most is rejection. I have full confidence in myself that, with a little reworking to my fitness regime, I will have no problems getting accepted. It's just the when that is killing me! As I'm sure I'm not the only one. What I need to do now is focus myself on living and not be caught up in the CF waiting game. I will constantly be preparing myself no matter what the outcome of this process is.
Ciao