hey, everyone so i just found out about 5 days ago i got accepted to go to rmc! So than i have been going crazy to get everything in order. Well i have to drive to training site in st.jean. Well now i feel kind of foolish because i applied in December and when 2 of my friends where accepted i gave up on the dream to become an officer and focus on school work and my house move. Well anyway because of the house move i currently dont have a kitchen or lots of money making me eat very unhealthy food and not finding time to train i put on about 50 pounds of fat. When i signed i completly forgot about push ups which where difficult for me when i was training. I could do about 40 and now im lucky even if i can do two! Well i pretty much have till friday to get to the point of passing. I can do the run, sit ups, hand grip and long jump just not those pesky push ups. So what happens now im trying as much as i can by doing pushups every hour to improve. So what happens if i cant meet the 4 push ups to continue? Will i still go to RMC but be in the remedial gym to improve or will i be instantly removed from Rmc? This is my dream and i feel vwey foolish to have stopped doing them and now i feel like if i should just not go. I hate quiting but i just dont think in 3 days ill have the ability to even do 4 with my excess bodyfat! So any advice would be much appreciated! I also want to apoligize for the bad grammer and possible spelling mistakes, i dont have internet out at my new house so i have to use my old Nokia phone.